I had a conversation with a good friend of mine and

They asked me if I was mad in regards to our previous

Conversation we had on the topic of religion and history

This is what I had to say.

 

My abruptness has been pretty much universal that’s all.

I have a new outlook on certain things in life.

My conscious level is increasing…I’m woke now..(in certain aspects)

Sooo I can’t really conversate with people who want to stay sleep.

Or fight you cus you’re awake and you smell smoke and see fire in the

Room. And they want to stay sleep cus its sooooooo cozy and comfy!

This is what I’ve learned this morning.

Lesson 1. When people are comfortable…they don’t want to be bothered

                 Even if there is an imminent danger.

Lesson 2. PEOPLE TEND TO SHY AWAY OR BE FEARFUL OF WHAT THEY                     

                 DON’T UNDERSTAND. (MOST TIMES PEOPLE’S belief SYSTEMS THEY’VE ADOPTED HAVE PARAMETERS SET UP TO BLOCK THE PERSON FROM EVER VENTURING OUT OF THE CIRCLE, THIS IS DONE BY FEAR/control. (whether knowingly or not)

Lesson 3. The ears of a person is immediately stopped (closed) whenever you OFFEND/show a opposition to what they have been following /believing for sooo long, some people’s life is encompassed and built by their belief system. So if this ever happens, everything is threatened..there is virtually nothing one can do to shed light on any of the inconsistencies or origin of one’s beliefs.

 

Ps.

It’s almost like telling a fish that he IS in a fish tank only and not

Really in the ocean where he came from.

Other than that…we cool

 

 

Esoteric Agenda - FULL LENGTH MOVIE - WELCOME TO YOUR AWAKENING!

Two Suns In Sky? UFO?

FW:

 

 

Randon Rant..about my Life as of 10/14/2010

thru my frustration…

 

I get so sidetracked at times..and Im not working hard and fast enough

Im bout to step on the gas..its not about me anymore

I’ve made my bed..and I will lay in it

Just don’t expect me to be sound asleep

 

There are a lot of decisions that have to be decided upon

And in my life that will possibly discomfort certain relationships

And also may draw me out to be a very unpleasant person, however

I know they will ultimately make me a better person inside and also

Bridge and heal wounds that have been left unattended.

I am capable of much more than just getting by. I realize I have it in me to prosper and to triumph. Sometimes feel stuck where I am, this often means I need to take some large and uncomfortable jumps to push me you persistently forward. I now use that uncomfortable feeling of being stuck as motivation to expand and to solidly connect with my most authentic dreams and responsibilities.

Take full responsibility for I’ve done and for the things that are counted as mine. Then I must take full responsibility and make the commitment to fulfill my most valuable and treasured possibilities. Painful circumstances and periods of misfortune can be very difficult, but they're not what have held me back. What has held me back is that I’ve chosen to ignore or discount my most compelling reasons for moving forward. I’ve settled for vices and things that could sidetrack me over the things that will maybe not reward me and what I’m creating now, but later it will pay off.

 

 

1,000 Points of Light on JFK, Diana & Sept. 11th

RE:

  Well it is common among painters to stop painting at a certain time to sit back and take a look at the progress they have made so far. This method could be useful in determining if there are any mistakes made along the way that could be managed or fixed thus increasing the chances of a acceptable and memorable piece.

In short, regarding relationships at times it may be very profitable and revealing to both parties and do as in the painters and take the time to step back from the whirlwind emotions and comfortability. They should take a pause just long enough to decide if this is what they really want in a relationship? Questions such as how would I react if what we are doing now ever slows down, speed up and possible gets out of control?

What if it stops? Are we building something, or are we free vendors?

  Sometimes the painter steps back from the constant monotonous brush strokes that can often result into complacency causing a cancerous mistake that painfully drives the painter to abort the entire project. A decision that could save costly time and useless effort instead of building on something that was damaged from the start, and ends ugly.

 

 

 

Preachers Exposed, now what?

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Carrying me and her baby....

 

You know how you can ask a seasoned co-worker a few questions about procedures

and practices around the office every once and a while?

  I mean this is acceptable especially if you are fairly new and just haven't gotten

accustomed to the constant changes and improvements that takes place on the job.

Contrary to popular belief I just don't have all the answers. I was used to having my

work director sitting right in front of me before I moved to a different team. Now I don't have

the advantage of getting quick answers to questions that may arise throughout the day.

I found myself having to put forth a little more effort in reaching out to others.

One day I was having difficulty with a certain process and it just so happened at that particular

time most people were in meetings or huddles strategizing on new projects, so there wasn't

anyone within the radius of my desk that I could resort to. I was at a stand-still and

too lazy to get up out of my seat to expand my search for more comrades. I could feel

my patience slipping and stress seeping in. That's when I noticed a 5 foot wonder woman

gliding across the carpet towards the printer. She grabbed her papers and headed back to

her seat which to my surprise was directly behind me maybe ten feet away. I introduced

myself, presented my question and she solved it with ease. From that day forward she

has been a continuous asset to me. There's been countless times she has saved me.

I've bombarded her with questions regarding system screens or processes and not once

has she displayed signs of weariness such as blowing steam from her ears or

pounding her desk with her fist from all my inquiries. I don't know what I'm going

to do when she goes on maternity leave. I guess I should mention also she's nine months pregnant.

I am extremely grateful to be working with this wonderful person.  

 

 

 

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