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Randon Rant..about my Life as of 10/14/2010

thru my frustration…

 

I get so sidetracked at times..and Im not working hard and fast enough

Im bout to step on the gas..its not about me anymore

I’ve made my bed..and I will lay in it

Just don’t expect me to be sound asleep

 

There are a lot of decisions that have to be decided upon

And in my life that will possibly discomfort certain relationships

And also may draw me out to be a very unpleasant person, however

I know they will ultimately make me a better person inside and also

Bridge and heal wounds that have been left unattended.

I am capable of much more than just getting by. I realize I have it in me to prosper and to triumph. Sometimes feel stuck where I am, this often means I need to take some large and uncomfortable jumps to push me you persistently forward. I now use that uncomfortable feeling of being stuck as motivation to expand and to solidly connect with my most authentic dreams and responsibilities.

Take full responsibility for I’ve done and for the things that are counted as mine. Then I must take full responsibility and make the commitment to fulfill my most valuable and treasured possibilities. Painful circumstances and periods of misfortune can be very difficult, but they're not what have held me back. What has held me back is that I’ve chosen to ignore or discount my most compelling reasons for moving forward. I’ve settled for vices and things that could sidetrack me over the things that will maybe not reward me and what I’m creating now, but later it will pay off.